151 - Fade

(D. Payne)
just close your eyes
and then give it away
paint another black smile
on another black day
and if I had wings I'd just fly away
but I'll bounce twice harder just throw it away
unscrew the cap I'm not just a deathwish
one more drink and Im just another head case
rub three times give me a taste
and I've found my real god
one fifty one
i've got my head on sack im six days on crack
cause I cant score forward and I cant come back
set a climitization for repeated misuse
i dont need quite as much as i sometimes use
I think that is but i can't recall
I know right now cause im lookin to fall
Yeah my hands are tyed im up against the wall
and i got no friends at all
but one fifty one
find another way to waste my time
fading fast but I feel just fine
ask me way and ill say
i found my real god
i dont care if im all alone
i dont care if i dont go home
i dont care as long as i can light up and let it go
one fifty one
just get me drunk
just get me high
i dont care as long as i can make it by
i got a bottle in my pocket
one too many in my head
6 pack went down only 12 minutes from dead
in a car crash scene or head on collision
where i lost all my feelings and most of my vision
riding much too slow on a retard bus
but this is the way that i go
one fifty one
im on fire ill shoot to the moon
got no family
got no home
and if you push too hard i just might slip
and if you stick out the plug
you know im going to trip
yet you burn going down
yet is stick in your throat
i smile when you cut my last ray of hope
do you know that you hurt
do you know you feel good
do you know it some times
i sure wish you would
just bring on back
and give it away
i paint another black smile on another black day
its all i got
its all i can say
and im gone
one fifty one
find another way to waste my time
fading fast but i feel just fine
ask my why and ill say
i found my real god
i dont care if im all alone
i dont care if i dont go home
i dont care as long as i can light up and let it go
one fifty one
one
one fifty one
light up and let it go
one fifty one