Somebody once tried to tell me
Don't depend on anybody
Yet I'm begging you for help
So, won't you save me from myself?
Somebody, come save me, please
I'm reaching for your hand to hold
To let me know I'm not alone
Please anybody, try to stop me
I don't really like to go there 'cause I don't know how to leave
And once I'm in, I'm in there deep, so it gets kinda hard to breathe
I'm all alone again, my so-called friends just left me here to bleed
Now I'm laid out on the pavement hoping someone hears me scream
Each incision represents a certain secret that I keep
Yeah, I make bad decisions and I don't know how to grieve
And though you behaved the cruelest, I'm the one that truly loses
So for me this feels so useless, why did you have to do this to me?
Somebody once tried to tell me
Don't depend on anybody
Yet I'm begging you for help
So, won't you save me from myself?
Somebody, come save me, please
I'm reaching for your hand to hold
To let me know I'm not alone
Please anybody, try to stop me
So what are you supposed to do when you don't wanna wake up?
When you feel so goddamn hopeless that you just don't give a fuck
Sick from being up all night, reminisce in twisted shit
Wishing I did something different, wondering why the fuck I didn't
Hyperventilating 'til I have no breath left
But I'm just adding to the weight of the bricks left on my chest
The secrets eat up slowly 'til I bleed
And I hate everything I am
Because this wasn't how it's supposed to be
Now I'm lost all alone in a sea of sorrow
No one cares about me, so I don't care about tomorrow
When they say they wanna help me, it just feels like a trap
My mind is damaged, how the fuck do you fix that?
Lost all alone in a sea of sorrow
No one cares about me, so I don't care about tomorrow
When they say they wanna help me, it just feels like a trap
My mind is damaged, how the fuck do you fix that?
Somebody once tried to tell me
Don't depend on anybody
Yet I'm begging you for help
So, won't you save me from myself?
Somebody, come save me, please
I'm reaching for your hand to hold
To let me know I'm not alone
Please anybody, try to stop me
So just back up and give me a second to breathe
See I just need a minute, I don't want you to leave
But this could have been avoided had you just fucking warned me
Didn't scorn me and insist to make me out like a liar
Leave me to burn in the fire as I sat there and scorched
Consuming everything around me like a human torch
'Cause only then when you feel like you can't take anymore pain
Will you gain some perspective and just admit you've gone insane?
So what are you supposed to do when you don't wanna wake up?
When you feel so goddamn hopeless that you just don't give a fuck
Sick from being up all night, reminisce in twisted shit
Wishing I did something different, wondering why the fuck I didn't
Hyperventilating 'til I have no breath left
But I'm just adding to the weight of the bricks left on my chest
The secrets eat up slowly 'til I bleed
And I hate everything that I am because this wasn't how it's supposed to be