bloodstream (stripped)

Alyssa Grace

Album: Alyssa Grace Durasi: 2:58

Maybe I was too young to fully understand

So I never healed from it healthy, why I never trusted the man

You gotta love all that you have, and I'll take that to my grave

Soon you'll open up your eyes, and it'll all be gone one day

And I'm sitting here convincing you to pick up the phone and call

I am my father's daughter, but I'm nothing like him at all

And I hear him in the way I speak, or when I look in the mirror

The anger's growing in me, it shows, could it be any clearer?

That I'm like him 'cause he made me the way I am

When we're fighting, and all I need is somebody

And I'm crying on my mama's floor, why don't you want this anymore?

And I'm craving you to change for me

You're saying, "I hear you, and I love you, but my heart, it hurts for you

And I just cannot give you what you need"

Am I too much? Am I enough? 'Cause you said you wouldn't give up

Now I'm numb on my knees, praying to God you'd talk to me

Wondering what it takes for you to stay off my mind and far out of my bloodstream

You never laid your hands on me, and that's something that I'm grateful for

But I should've known that you'd gone mad when I saw the way you punched your doors

And I don't regret loving you, 'cause I know that you needed it

But the way you treated me made me feel like a little kid

And something deep inside of me tells me that you're not better now