Complicated - Carolyn Dawn Johnson

I'm so scared that the way that I feel 
Is written all over my face
When you walk into the room
I wanna find a hiding place
We used to laugh, we used to hug, 
The way that all friends do
But now a smile and a touch of your hand 
Just makes me come unglued, 

Such a contridiction, 
Do I lie or tell the truth, 
Is it fact or fiction, 
Oh the way I feel for you

It's so complicated
I'm so frustrated
I wanna hold you close
I wanna push you away
I wanna make you go 
I wanna make you stay
Should I say it 
Should I tell you how I feel
Oh I want you to know
But then again I don't
So complicated.

Oh, just when I think I'm under control
I think I've finally got a grip. 
Another friend tells me that
My name is always on your lips. 
They say I'm more then Just a friend, 
They say I must be blind. 
I admit that I've seen you watch 
But from the corner of your eye

Oh it's so confusing
Yeah I wish you'd just confess..
But think of what I"d be losing
If your answer wasn't yes.

It's so complicated 
I'm so frustrated
I wanna hold you close
I wanna push you away
I wanna make you go 
I wanna make you stay
Should I say it 
Should I tell you how I feel
Oh I want you to know
But then again I don't
So complicated.
I hate it, cuz I've waited 
So long for someone like you.

Oh what do I do?

Oh should I say it? should I tell you how I feel, oh I want to you know, but Then again I don't.
It's so complicated.
It's so complicated.
It's so complicated.