For Fresia (feat. Conor Maynard)

You never did wrong, never hurt nobody

Could be why God took you in a hurry

No, no, I won't tell nobody

No, you can't buy time with money

But I wouldn't care how much I'd lose

Just for one more day with you

Yo, yo, 6:42

Why the hell, my sister calling me at 6: 42?

She barely calls, maybe she just got me confused

But something told me I should pick it up to see if she's cool

Hello?

What's wrong, what happened?

Stop crying, what you saying, I can't understand it?

So much pain in her voice, I started to panic

What the hell is going on? I can only imagine

You said

You were dropping off the kids in your car

Only a couple blocks away, it wasn't even that far

But then a truck came out of nowhere, driving right through the stop

I didn't need to hear the rest, just need to know where you are

You said that you 'nd all the kids were doing fine

Couple cuts and bruises, you and the kids will be alright

But our sister Fresia needs you there right by her side

They flew her to the hospital, they didn't tell me why

So I picked up my father, I'm doing 90 on a 50

When a cop pulled me over, but chose to put away the ticket

When I told him what happened, and said I gotta get there quickly

Then he followed us there when he didn't have to, but he did it

And I can't even lie, I can't even lie

Haven't even got inside when I start to cry

Walk up to the front desk, ask if you're alright

I can tell something's wrong, see it in her eyes

My dad beside me, and she took us down the hall

I can't wait to see you and to tell you 'bout it all

You'll probably think I'm stupid, asked me what I'm crying for

Felt like it was hours before we finally reached the door

The room that we were led inside, you weren't even there

Just an empty room filled with a couple of chairs

My heart is fuckin' beating, all this pain in the air

And my stomach fucking turning, all I'm feeling is fear

The doctor walked in, right behind were three nurses

Said they did all that they could, but nothing that they did was working

And I hate to have to tell you, and I know you don't deserve it

But your sister didn't make it, then my heart just hit the surface like

I turn round to my father, try to break him the news

But I ain't even have to 'cause he already knew

He don't really speak much English, but what's that gotta do

When he was seeing, feeling every broken heart in the room

Shit, how the fuck am I gon' tell my brother

Fuck that, how the fuck am I gon' tell my mother

How the fuck my nephew gon' grow up without a mother

He's only two, with a father who wished he wore a rubber

It's crazy how you never know, crazy how it go

Why the ones you love the most are the first to go

You were always taking care of me when I was broke

So I just want you to know

I look at Jeremiah, and I see you every time

And I know he ain't my son, but I'll treat him like he's mine

You ain't ever gotta worry Fresh, I swear that he'll be fine

Give him everything I have, every dollar, every dime

'Til you lose somebody, you won't know how it feels

I pray you never do, because I swear that it kills

Death leaves a pain that nobody can heal

But the love leaves a memory nobody can steal