I'm ringing like an empty bell
Like I'm about to kill myself
I'm at your door, I ring the bell
I'd like to do it all myself
Maybe I should do something else
Or I could go in for the kill?
I'm at your door, I ring the bell
I'd like to do it all myself
Please don't pick up, pick up
I know your phone is ringing
I want to tell you something
But maybe it'd be better if I didn't
If I didn't, if I didn't
If I didn't, if I didn't
If I didn't
I'm ringing like an empty bell
Like I'm about to kill myself
I'm at your door, I ring the bell (bell)
I'd like to do it all myself
(Maybe I should do something else)
Maybe I should do something else
(Or I could go in for the kill?)
Or I could just go for the kill?
(At your door, I ring the bell)
I'm at your door, I ring the bell
(I'd like to do it all myself)
I'd like to do it all myself
I know your phone is ringing
I know your phone is ringing
You're hanging over me
You're everything I know
You're always talking to me
You won't leave me alone
I know your name now
It doesn't help at all
Everyone thinks you're harmless
Just a little weird, that's all
I can't describe the damage
That you inflict on me
It makes everyone nervous
They think I'm exaggerating
I can't do anything
Without you screaming at me
You make me wanna die
You've already killed my agency
I cannot escape, because you're part of me
Fatal indecision, will I ever be free?
I cannot escape, because you're part of me
Fatal indecision, will I ever be free?
You make me feel so helpless
(Helpless, helpless, helpless, helpless)
You make me feel so all alone
(All alone, all alone)
You make me feel like I don't deserve to be anything
(Anything)
(Anything, anything, anything) No one can ever know
No one can ever know
No one can ever know
No one can ever know
No one can ever know
No one can ever know
Augh!
Oh god, no!
Please god, no!