If I Tried - Evan & Jaron

I was late 
and dawn is near though tired as hell 
just sitting here 
suspended in one of my eternities 
as I realized why 
my body starts to freeze 
I think of all 
the hurt and pain you've gone through 
and how I was never there for you 
I think of all the lonely cries you've shed 
as I lay comfortably 
in this very bed 
and though 
I know deep down inside 
I couldn't 
have helped you if I tried 
but I hate myself for it anyway 
I think of how you must have sat 
all day and night 
by the telephone 
as your lonely tears begin to fill my eyes 
outside the sun's rays 
have already touched the skies 
(chorus)