I don't want to say good bye, but sometimes things just don't go as we
Like, all I want to do is cry, say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight
.. Check it out.
Fare well miss I know that you can care less
But I'm sorry for everything, I was careless
But I need you to know that I love you so much
And I been drinking myself to sleep, my souls crushed
A couple more shots, I know I'm gonna go nuts.
I can't deal with the fact, you left me with no crutch
I was in love with you, how could you do this to me.
Actually I did this to myself, what a tragedy.
And now what do I do where do I go.
Cuz everywhere I go I see your face.
It's hard starting over, trying to find another shoulder to lean on.
I feel like my whole life just got peed on.
They say time heals, but dammit I want to stop time and feel this pain.
As Crazy as it sounds to me it's sane, and I like it.
Why? 'cause I feel like we're still united. In some weird way.
I don't want to fight it.
I don't want to say good bye, but sometimes things just don't go as we
Like, all I want to do is cry, say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight
.. Check it out.
I wrote you the other day and you didn't write back.
It's like that? After all the crap, we been through,
I can't believe you, I know I fucked up but look within you.
And find some love and stop being stuck up.
You keep sending me the voice mail, I'm annoyed, he'll.
S***s, you could at least send a text.
But you're probably busy kissing someone else's lips.
While I'm sitting here cleaning my shoes from this shit.
You're hard headed, ?, I need help, call the medic.
I just cut myself, yeah I did it, without you I'm nothing.
Don't you get it? Everytime that I said I loved you I meant it.
You turn and tell me you hate me, and regret that we ever met.
I can't believe you just said that.
You're so cold, you just hit me so low.
I can't take this no more, so hit the road.
I don't want to say good bye, but sometimes things just don't go as we
Like, all I want to do is cry, say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight
.. Check it out.
Something's just don't seem the way they do, one day you tell me I love you
And only you.
I wake up to find out it was a dream. You tell me you hate me, you leaving
Me.
People change. Everything changes. We go from being best friends then
Become strangers.
We go from seeing each other every day then, fare well then never seeing
Your face again.
I can't get you out of my head.
So I'm out of my bed at four in the morning, wishing I was dead.
But for some odd reason I can't do it.
Cuz for some reason I need to write what's on my mind and what's going
Through it.
Cuz If I don't ill probably suffocate.
Why do you have so much hate towards me, you need some loving babe.
God, I fucking love you, I hate myself for falling in love with you.
Just to find out all I did was trouble you.
My heart is aching I'm medicated, I've tried meditating.
But nothing works I don't even feel sedated.
I wish you could feel what I feel for one second.
I reckon you would jump out your window, bare, naked.
Fuck humiliation, you would do anything to get me back.
A pin is what it matter what they thought in fact, you would tell everyone
To fuck themselves good.
And do everything to have me if you could.
I don't want to say good bye, but sometimes things just don't go as we
Like, all I want to do is cry, say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight
.. Check it out.