The truth is I've never been held but
I have been held down
The truth is I never felt safe with
All of those people around
The truth is I've never been held but
I have been held up
The truth is I never could tell
The difference between faith and love
And everyone was saying
That things were gonna change but
Been feeling this way
For my whole life
And every inclination
I ever had to fake it
It all just kind of faded over time
The truth is you never do see 'til
It's been a few months
You spend years building a wall and
It won't come down all at once
The truth is I've never been held but
I somehow held on
The truth is the difficult part
Can just be saying what you want
And I was so afraid of
What everyone would say but
Now I'm just like, "Okay, bitch, who has time?"
And people are like
"Jaime, are you sure you're okay?"
And for once now I can say
"Hey, yeah, I'm fine"
And everyone was saying
That things were gonna change but
Been feeling this way
For my whole life
And people are like
"Jaime, are you sure you're okay?"
And for once now I can say
"Hey, yeah, I'm fine"
And every inclination
I ever had to fake it
It all just kind of faded over time
And people are like
"Jaime, are you sure you're okay?"
And for once now I can say
"Hey, yeah, hey, yeah"
And everyone was saying
That things were gonna change but
Been feeling this way
For my whole life
And people are like
"Jaime, are you sure you're okay?"
And for once now I can say
"Hey, yeah, I'm fine"
And every inclination
I ever had to fake it
It all just kind of faded over time
And people are like
"Jaime, are you sure you're okay?"
And for once now I can say
"Hey, yeah, I'm fine"
And everyone was saying
That things were gonna change but
Been feeling this way
For my whole life