I'm still adjusting
We went from strangers to lovers
From lovers to haters to nothing
Feels like we rushed in
I still suppress flashbacks of you and I fucking
Story's crazy
I keep on flipping through pages
I'm breaking my heart to your playlist
We're skipping through phases
Too quick for my brain it's emotionally dangerous
Guess we'll never know
How it came to this
One day I don't even know you exist
The next you insist it was me that you needed
You had me believe it (You had me believe it)
But all that glitters isn't gold
Know with me you have a hold
Played until we had to fold now
The weight of us is taking toll on me
I need to know
How can you go
All over me
To all alone
You're digging me the deepest hole
I'm still adjusting
We went from strangers to lovers
From lovers to haters to nothing
Feels like we rushed in
I still suppress flashbacks of you and I fucking
Stupid is as stupid does
Guess we've all been stupid once
Had to focus more on me
Choosing you ain't choosing peace
I go six below I'm digging deep
Gaining more but losing sleep
Picture perfect just a dream
But I'm fed up of counting sheep
I go back and then forth
Pack up go back to the source
Sad with a happy divorce
You don't see me anymore
I'm talking literally
I feel invisible now
I feel invincible now
I feel invincible ah
Maybe I'm kidding myself
You told me work on myself
No point in killing myself
Usually good on my own
Wonder how you would've felt
But I'm still healing myself
Sometimes I pick up the phone
But put down the pics on the shelf
Cos
I'm still adjusting
We went from strangers to lovers
From lovers to haters to nothing
Feels like we rushed in
I still suppress flashbacks of you and I fucking
Story's crazy
I keep on flipping through pages
I'm breaking my heart to your playlist
We're skipping through phases
Too quick for my brain it's emotionally dangerous
We went from loving
To no discussion
You got what you needed
You know I'm plugged in
My energy sucked up
I'm playing it down but
I'm tucking this loving
Because I'm still adjusting
Feels like we rushed in
Too quick for my brain it's emotionally dangerous