I guess it's okay
Not to be okay
You walk by the sea and I hope to get washed away
And not wake again to the same pain that you felt yesterday
And the day before
Man that's deep
But even your friends don't know how deep it is
Until they're buried in a body six feet in shit
Uh, yeah
Life is about that love
Life is about that person
Who's all that you need and want
It's funny how my darkest moment
Brought my mom and dad to speak
I could look at that in either way
But what's the point, I'll leave it be
I'm just tryna find positives in these negatives
And now I know why they taught us maths in school
Cause when you add it all up maths is all that we do
I just need time
To figure my self out
Add a few things in
Subtract a few things out
Life has just been complicated
For me and all those who can relate this
This is more than just money issues
I'm talking picking up mummy's tissues
So what do they know about me
What do they know about me
On the low
But they seem to say a lot and I'm hearing things I didn't know
I'm just sat in a field
One drunk man walking past but he can't see me
Sun retreats and gives way to the stars
I'm just looking for something different
Just sat in a field
Walking past, he can't see me
Sun retreats and gives way to the stars
I'm just looking for something different
RIP
To Maddie, Ben and Akash's fathers
It's down to you, that I've been speaking to mine and trying harder
I feel like I'm deep
But I wanna be deeper
My mum's telling me that I should find a girl
But I haven't found myself and It's gettin' darker
I found something in Paris
Something I don't wanna see again
The coldest of people
Early smiles are often deceitful
I'm so grateful
I didn't grow up in Chelsea
I don't know about those sliver spoons
Or the other side of that Bentley
People would try and sell your dreams
Don't believe them
Until you see that
And your bank account feel that
People would try and sell your dream
Don't believe them
Until you see that
And your bank account feel that
I'm just sat in a field
One drunk man walking past but he can't see me
Sun retreats and gives way to the stars
I'm just looking for something different
Just sat in a field
One drunk man walking past he can't see me
Sun retreats and gives way to the stars
I'm just looking for something different tonight