[00:09.38]Hello rainy day
[00:21.81]TABLO
[00:23.03]RM
[00:25.94]I'm all in with a losing hand
[00:29.44]Teachers called me Rebel
[00:30.62]Parents called me Lost
[00:31.86]Pastors called me Devil
[00:32.88]Had me kneelin' at the cross
[00:34.23]Since I was a young'un
[00:35.17]I was called names and bossed around
[00:36.76]Back to the wall so long
[00:37.89]Call me pain's poster child
[00:39.32]Religious home, times were different
[00:40.86]They told me I was gifted
[00:41.98]But to unwrap my mind was wicked
[00:43.75]I was raised by guilt
[00:44.67]Raised by shame
[00:45.21]Raised by the rod
[00:46.18]Bloody calves sacrificed in the name of their God
[00:48.73]They claimed it was love
[00:49.60]Felt like heartbreak to me
[00:51.28]Later they'd say,
[00:51.86]"Baby all your scars are to teach
[00:53.32]and remind you, you can soar higher."
[00:55.30]What good's a bird's eye view when you're in a hunter's crossfire?
[00:58.46]Sometimes I wished I got crushed in the womb
[01:01.72]Turned to dust in the womb
[01:03.58]My scent of youth, an ungodly perfume
[01:05.61]No wonder I've always hated the adults in the room
[01:07.56]The rain
[01:08.78]The rain will fall
[01:12.20]And tomorrow may not come
[01:16.27]But maybe the tears will fall
[01:19.60]To wash the pain away
[01:23.63]I'm tryna stop the rain
[01:26.12]I know what it feel like
[01:27.82]Can't run away from the pain
[01:30.38]I feel like I'm goin insane
[01:32.70]Bad thoughts fillin' up my brain
[01:35.16]Demons swimmin' inside my veins
[01:37.86]Two seconds from fallin' into nothing
[01:42.45]Can't run away from the pain
[01:44.96]I'm tryna stop the rain
[01:47.29]When I was a kid
[01:48.22]I was convinced that I was destined for the 27 club
[01:51.93]I'm 29 sinkin' in the bathtub
[01:53.94]Sippin' gin, lookin' for another club
[01:55.78]All the lost was a lust
[01:57.34]Dust into dust
[01:58.40]Stray after stable
[01:59.42]다시 덫 뒤에 덫
[02:00.83]And every night, I put my shadows on
[02:03.29]But you know how much I hate my status quo
[02:05.57]"Be positive."
[02:06.26]I know
[02:06.79]But you gotta know my life is out of love
[02:08.84]All the lessons learned already, comin' out of trust
[02:11.27]Keep my mind steady but it's hard to readjust
[02:13.66]Nothing stops time but the clock will turn to rust
[02:16.15]Pain and rain, they still stay the same
[02:18.24]Got me lookin for the exit just to entertain
[02:20.96]Pain and rain, think I'm goin' insane
[02:23.14]Gotta turn off my phone tonight
[02:28.41]Can't run away from the pain
[02:30.97]I feel like I'm goin insane
[02:33.38]Bad thoughts fillin' up my brain
[02:35.72]Demons swimmin' inside my veins
[02:38.49]Two seconds from fallin' into nothin'
[02:43.05]Can't run away from the pain
[02:45.52]I'm tryna stop the rain
[02:55.13]I'm tryna stop the rain
[03:04.82]I'm tryna stop the rain
[03:09.47]🎵