When I See Him

Thank you to the butterflies in my stomach

I haven't felt this nervous

Since I was a little fluffy down nestling

My derring-do is half-disguised behind a smile

My beak is grinding, ever minding

I swore I wouldn't dwell on the divorce

So for my own health, I'll remind myself

That when I see him

I know that it won't feel so tough

I'll believe him

And not the voice that says I'm not enough

No need for an arrangement, it can just be him and me

I'll set us free

How perfect it could be

When I see him tonight

See him tonight? Alright, alright

It's been a while since he's begged for attention

Are we okay?

Huh, can't really say

I'm getting by by avoiding his questions

So complicated, I hate when it's complicated

Why do I always end up in situations that are complicated?

Here I go again, gettin' in my head

So I'll focus on the sexy stuff instead

When I see him (when I see him, I'm gonna do that thing he likes)

I will change things (no need to change things

I'll just bring the rope and spikes)

Oh gods (we've got a nice arrangement and it's working out just fine

We'll keep it light)

I'll fucking die alone if this goes bad

When I see him tonight

Am I doing something I can't take back?

(Relax) would he want me if he was free?

(We're fine) and if he's only here as a prisoner

What kind of monster does that make me?

My entire life's been written in stone

(We're gonna bone) he taught me that I could choose

(It's cool) he deserves the choice to stay or go

Though it scares me to think what I'd lose

(Can't wait to lose ourselves in nasty sex

And make that bird squaw) we really must converse

(We'll just stick with what makes sense

Like him sucking my-)

Cough, this is the worst

Waiting for the shoe to drop

(Who needs words when you got a mouth full of-)

Come to your senses

(Then I'll do that thing with my tongue where I-)

He's worthy of your love and trust

(I'll eat his bird puss nice and rough)

Tonight cannot come soon (he'll be cumming soon)

Enough (oh yeah)

But when I see him

Will it be tender or be tough?

Will it please him or will I just be fucking it all up?

Can this be a relationship or am I still naive?

I'll set us free

Whatever it may be

When I see him tonight