A Lazarus Envy - On Broken Wings

Last Night I Realized
My Excitement For
Events That Were
Not Yet My Life
Upon Return
It's All In The Past
It's All A Memory
All My Life Is
Is This Moment
And What I Can Remember
What I Cannot See
Does Not Exist
And To Think I 
Would Have Mourned
I Fell In Love With Life

What I Cannot See 
Does Not Exist
All My Life Is Memories
To Last Night
We're Shells
We're Nothings