Around Me - Is This Real

when i walk i feel nothing but pain
cause it's all around me
i sink real low
so that no one else can see
i hate the world
cause there's nothing for me
this is not what i wanted it to be
now i know these feelings that i can't contain
i'll take one chance before it rains
this is not a letter of revenge
but a simple plan to make a change
maybe someday i can find out what this feeling's about