Autodidact - Between the Buried and Me

(Begin) 
The freethinking brain can finally travel 
Take in the radio waves and stew up that imagination 
I worry too much 
Boredom gets to me 
Pussy 
Yes they call me this 
The masters of the ocean churn down in my mind 
Calling me only what I feel at times 
I just want to be loved and liked by everyone 
Shining down on my every move 
Impossible thoughts 
Stay on this cruise 
Never go back 
Relaxation calms these metal nerves 
Need to just let go and become a giant 
Forcing the improvement of our musical system 
One can't do such 
Especially with such lack of confidence 
Maybe they will see it 
Maybe they will frown upon this face 
Time 
I keep drifting away 
I look forward to these days physically 
But mentally they become very tiring 
Why worry 
Personal happiness should be all that matters 
(I feel the most of the time) 
Days like today 
Mordecai flies down on this ship 
and stares me in the eyes 
(every time, can't change) 
Maybe I should just be this bedroom performer 
I keep hearing of 
No pressure, no boundaries 
Only personal pleasing 
Coward 
Yes I call myself this 
Control 
Control me 
Sit back now 
Piss it all away 
Loser losing lost 
(scene)