Been Alone - Off By One

I could have been with someone 
I could have been alone 
I could have lived without you 
But would I have lived at all 
I could have been with someone 
I could have been alone 
I could have lived without you 
But would I have lived at all 
I'm addicted to all that you do 
The demon inside my head is you 
You bring me up, bring me down, pull me through 
You squeeze my last breath I'm turning blue 
Better to die than to live without you 
I could have lived tomorrow 
I choose to die today 
I need each fragment of you 
In some masochistic way 
I could of walked away from 
From everything I've known 
I could have been with someone 
I could have been alone 
I'm addicted to all that you do 
The demon inside my head is you 
You bring me up, bring me down, pull me through 
You squeeze my last breath I'm turning blue 
Better to die than to live without you 
Time again I find myself at your door 
You're the drug I'm sweating and I need more 
Lay me down won't you purify my soul 
Use me up and swallow me whole. 
Better to die than to live without you.