Bitches - Hed Pe

I could feel it, see it 
the spirit as it was leaving my body 
no, it would not stay for a while 
it turned and laughed then crawled away 
so far away-I could not see that far 
all those things I held so sacred 
they fail me 
they betray me 
these pins these needles 
they never leave me 
this crooked cross is bleeding deeply 
let the wine fill my veins 
bring the wind to change my mind 
wash away this dirty soul 
this dirty soul of mine 
the curtain it slowly closes 
the players how they quickly 
change around you 
not a trace, no familiar face 
only the soundtrack and the bruises we keep to ourselves 
I reach out and I wait forever 
I speak out my thoughts die high 
my cross is crooked 
my spirit is denied 
let the smoke close my eyes... 
see this man is waiting 
in the park it's raining so hard 
wash away this soul 
this dirty soul of mine 
why can't you feel me? 
the world is dying 
nothing stays the same 
nothing good remains 
no one ever stays 
feelings always fade away 
people change lives are destroyed 
I will never walk with you again 
never again will we share the days my friend...