I lost myself again
Downward, my head is spinning
Messed up and medicated
This doesn't feel much like living
Laundry's still on the bed
I'm anxious, but that's a given
Pray for the hell of it
Just hope that there's somebody listening
Endless untangling
Try to untie the string
Wrapping around all my fingers
Eyes get blurry
I don't see an end
And I've been hiding from myself again
And it hurts me when I pretend that I'm anything but human
Greet my unwelcome guest
I want him to leave, but the table is set
And my cold hands and shallow breath
Convince me I'll never get better
Endless untangling
Try to untie the string
Wrapping around all my fingers
Eyes get blurry
I don't see an end
And I've been hiding from myself again
And it hurts me when I pretend that I'm anything but human
Tryna fight it, but it's pulling me back
Turns out, you can't run away from the past
Oh, it hurts me when I pretend that I'm anything but human
Cobwebs inside my head
I'm getting caught in it
Chaos inside my chest
I lost myself again
Eyes get blurry
I don't see an end
And I've been fighting with myself again
And it hurts me when I pretend that I'm anything but human