Bona Fide Push Over - 21 Pennies

I am alone and feeling deprived 
Maybe it's because I don't know what's inside 
Of my heart, and in my mind 
When all my thoughts are kept inside 
Some of my thoughts deal with death 
But most deal with happiness 
Of a girl that I can see 
But she's not here next to me 
Once I thought of a time 
When everything was fine 
And everyone just liked me 
For trying to be me 
So now I am alone 
With no one to call my own 
Thinking of the time that has passed 
Which could have been a real blast 
I always thought way too hard 
About problems people face in everyday life 
I know thinking too much is not good for you 
But when you are lonely its something to do