I don't hate you
I just can't keep bleeding in slow motion
2 AM, city wet, I'm walking past our spot
Phone in my hand, but I won't make that call
You said "we're done" like it didn't weigh a ton
Like I wouldn't replay it 'til the morning comes
I used to chase your love like a Friday high
Now it's just a lesson with a crooked smile
Yeah I'm hurt, yeah it stings, yeah it's real—
But I'm done letting heartbreak drive the wheel
Pulse in my chest, let it sync with the snare
If I fall apart, I won't do it right here
Take that memory, put it under the bass
I'm about to outrun every trace of your taste
It's a breakbeat goodbye—let it tear through my head
Fast drums, clean cut, I'm alive, not dead
You can keep your "maybe," keep your "someday" lies
I'm sprinting through the hurt at a hundred-sixty-five
Hands up, heart tough, let the low end talk
If you want me broken, watch me learn to walk
Breakbeat goodbye—watch me set it on fire
You were my storm... now I'm my own wire
I see your face in the glass when the lights hit right
Like a glitch in the past trying to start a fight
But I've got my name back, I've got my spine
I've got new air in these lungs of mine
Your love was a loop and it kept me small
Now I'm cutting the cord when the kick drum calls
I ain't a backup plan, ain't a late-night "hey,"
I'm a man moving forward, not a place you can stay
Let the hi-hats rain, let the sub go deep
Turn my "why" into distance, turn my ache into speed
If you hear this track in some crowded room
Know I made it out—yeah, I moved
It's a breakbeat goodbye—let it tear through my head
Fast drums, clean cut, I'm alive, not dead
You can keep your "maybe," keep your "someday" lies
I'm sprinting through the hurt at a hundred-sixty-five
Hands up, heart tough, let the low end talk
If you want me broken, watch me learn to walk
Breakbeat goodbye—watch me set it on fire
You were my storm... now I'm my own wire
I tried to be calm, tried to be "okay,"
But the quiet got sharp in the worst damn way
So I built me a ladder out of sound and sweat
If I can't forget, I can still reset
I won't beg, I won't chase, I won't do that again—
I'm turning this pain into oxygen
Run it back—let it break!
Let it break—let it break!
No more "us"—no more wait!
No more wait—no more wait!
It's a breakbeat goodbye—hear the floorboards shake
I'm not your regret, I'm the choice you didn't make
You can keep your "sorry," keep your pretty disguise
I'm wide awake now with my future in my eyes
Hands up, heart tough, let the low end talk
If you want me broken, watch me learn to walk
Breakbeat goodbye—yeah I'm higher, not tired
You were my storm... now I'm my own wire
I miss you sometimes
But I miss me more