Look me dead in my eyes
Pain in my heart
But I'm pretending I'm fine
Tears on my cheeks
Mama I'm fed up with life
We came from the mud
Do you remember the times
Look them dead in their eyes
You see where the envy and jealousy lies
Day ones turning, when they said they would ride (why)
Feels like my hearts
Shit it's been buried alive
Say what I wanna say
Do what I wanna do
Boss'd up
Now I move how I wanna move
When they tell me no
I just do the impossible (break rules)
Where were you when I lost it all
I had zero in the bank balance
Dreaming of a life that was mad lavish
On the road to the riches
You might lose some good people and bad habits
Fast forward
Now I'm praying to the lord through the panoramic
For the clout
Niggas might take cheap shots
(Facts)
For the clout
Bitches will take screenshots
(Facts)
Im depressed, need my mama and I need God
Label don't care
They just want the streams up
Ooo
Nothing new
Took a L for the Ms
It's a move
Devils tryna put demons on my back
I suggest, you invest and invest in a tool
Look me dead in my eyes
Pain in my heart
But I'm pretending I'm fine
Tears on my cheeks
Mama I'm fed up with life
We came from the mud
Do you remember the times
Look them dead in their eyes
You see where the envy and jealousy lies
Day ones turning, when they said they would ride (why)
Feels like my hearts
Shit it's been buried alive
Please don't tell me advice
If you ain't seen what I seen
Or been where I come from
I know niggas wanted
Dead or alive
Cut from a different cloth
My denim is fly
Please don't believe the net
All they telling is lies
Girl I know that you're stress
But I said I would try
And then I'm gone to November again
Can't trust anyone
Not a foe, not a friend
I'm always on my ones
I should phone up a friend
You only call my number for dough that's the thing
Still got love, so I'm loaning you
But when it's time to pay back
There's a holdup again
Holdup again
Ooo
Nothing new
Even when you win
You can lose
Tell me baby what would you chose
Broke and upset
Or depressed in a coup
Look me dead in my eyes
Pain in my heart
But I'm pretending I'm fine
Tears on my cheeks
Mama I'm fed up with life
We came from the mud
Do you remember the times
Look them dead in their eyes
You see where the envy and jealousy lies
Day ones turning, when they said they would ride (why)
Feels like my hearts
Shit it's been buried alive