Burn - Lagwagon

You won't find me condescending 
At your closed door 
You won't hear how I feel. 
Say you've been there before 
The holiday's the hardest time 
To fill in all the blanks 
And you don't need anyone 
To show you those mistakes 
Wrap yourself up in only math 
Of our world 
Fill up the holes in 
Your full heart with details 
For all the riddles solved 
And every puzzle you complete 
Can't seem to find the pieces 
To the heart that beats 
You'll master every task 
But always by the book 
Then log it in your past with risk 
That you once took 
They left you then, 
They'll hurt you now 
Can't get too close to you 
Or you will cut them down 
And any fool can play 
I'll raise the stakes with another turn 
We risk, we roll and we burn 
At arms length you never get hit 
There's too much to gamble 
When you let someone in 
My true friend I'm spewing 
And only one more positive 
I just might spill some notable insight 
I didn't think before I purged 
So here I am attempting 
To unlock your closed door 
I wouldn't break it down 
Cause you'd be gone for sure 
You might say something nice of me 
And send it in a card 
Or under whiskey breath 
Slur kind words at the bar 
And you're sinking me 
While you stay afloat 
In the tank you built 
We drop, we'll never learn