Can't Go On This Way - Beanie Sigel

honor,trust,respect,devotion,friendship,loyalty,karma,team,us,roc,solid
the evil damn
wit no union and no benefits no dental plans i cant eat off no 100 grand
i got cavites that need filin
they cant feed a nigga peanut chews
now put ya feet up in a nigga shoes 
a lack of green a give a nigga blues
a sip of purple make nigga rude
make a grown person speak his open tomb(I cant go on this way)
(Fuck dat i cant do it man)
we make this chips off this gift that we curse with
and then my mind drift am i defeating the purpose
cause you feel like shit when miss your sons first shit 
but who gone pay da bills supply the meals no sur-plus
my baby moma give me drama on the daily 
like she makin it barely and my kids is eaten rarely man
( i cant go on this way)
shit im stressed out im going through it i cant do it
if u put puppies in the oven do that make them busqits
put hungry dogs in the kitchen will they eat the kittens
do you hear me or you listen
its a big difference do you catch the line of the hook 
or are u still fishin
heres a couple questions that i need to be answered 
like is these back woods and weed givin me cancer
(i cant go on this way)
shit im stressed out gone do it i cant do it
my moma say i gotta nerve stress 
got her waking up in cold sweats
im hard headed an owe
what make it worse my lil brotha behind me
blood pressure runnin like harriet she cant handle it
i gotta screamin lord jesus like a hellya
son im tellin ya please dont make me bury ya
( I cant go on this way)
Im stressed man im going through it
i was taught to trust in allah but still tie up ya camel
use ur tongue as your sword and your book as your ammo
but when those bullets start flyin and you got pussys around you 
and who you rely on on let them niggas souround you
shit it make me fill like young keenth from the start i was finished 
how niggas start wit finish and begin wit a ending
(i cant go on this way)
im stressed out i cant take it no more man
im moving ass backwards with no forward progress
feel asmatic like tread mills do from jogging
stagnat runnin in place is tragic
my heart in the faith i dont practice 
i still pray allah forgive me for my actions
cause i spit gangsta think muslim and act kaffa
(i cant go on this way)
shit i still gotta feed my youngins and supply the hundred an
Freeway
i cant wait until the rain turn to sunshine 
cause i hate to spend my life my life my life my life
duck in one time 
free patrol the block
get avoidin by the government avoid the spot
cant wait till rain turn to sunshine
cause i hate to spend my life my life my life my life 
duckin the cops
(i cant go on this way)
chris
i fell you big homie'young gunnas
uh, straight from the ghetto to ghetto
im from the youngest be the ghettoist ones uh
tryna make as much as we could
tryna make it but they gone make it hard as much as they could
thats why (thats why)thats why i hate em and 
dem crackers aint nothin wit out paper
they look at us wit nuffin and ah ah
came to far and i aint goin backwards for nothin
i aint bein destracted by nothin
migits size to dekemba i aint back up from nothin
moms still stressin
it aint the kids its the bills stressin
she hold it down on her own
she held me down at the crib
hold me down when im gone
she held me down as a kid
hold me down when im grown an ah 
(i cant go on this way)
i chose not refuse not down on my own
no off da streets runnin wit da hottests lable in da industry
the hottest lable got an nigga lot of enemies
so know when i go in baseline a nice size rachet to throw in waste line
i gotta make mine
mom bills aint gettn paid in 
kids aint situated 
(i cant go on this way)
Beanie
yall gotta make a decision before us
cause they way that we livin aint all good
chris
around the way where them haten ass niggas dont like us
despite them we gone do it regardless 
but all this commotion they causin i aint wit it(we aint wit it)
they can get it all it takes is a call 
and my dogs will be down let da rounds
gotta admit though
(i cant go on this way)
someday gotta forget it though
consequences for my sentence gotta forgive us though