Change My Life Prod. - Zayn Malik
Yeah Mark, you're the one with the words, But my side should be heard Think that it's fucking absurd You talk about me when you rap about her All of your songs, hear about all of my wrongs Like you never played me like porn Like you never went out and did nothing wrong It's crazy forever turned into so long Now that you're gone I had to move on And I'm happy with him But I still can't pretend that I didn't go fuck with your friend Every now and again I be thinking that then, I be thinking that that was something I would never intend And especially when it was me who you trusted To take all your feelings and try to remend it It's so hard to pretend I would lie in your bed giving you head Listen to all of the things that you said Listen to all of the lyrics you read You were chasing a dream I would party instead Young and in love Young and we're dumb I could taste all of the pain on your tongue I could taste all of my pain in the rum Knew it was over before it begun Looking for fun, burning my lungs Learning my favorite feeling was numb I bought every dinner, you barely bought one Maybe I cheat and then we could be done That would be done, we were so broke You were the one that turned into a joke I kept us afloat You were the one that kept busting a rope Damn Now you're the man, huh? I see you turned into somebody I can't stand Knowing you made us all part of your plan You crazy fuck I had the chance I should of ran, huh? Never would tell me you cared Never were there Remember that night that we went to the fair? Every fine girl that walked by you would stare See, even with them, Mark, you never were there If all I cared about was my makeup and hair All you cared about was the ego you wear You tear me apart and continue to tear Now I'm with someone who actually cares Fuck you! But I can't keep you off my mind I'm seeing everything you drop Sometimes I wish that I was blind You make me relive my mistake A million trillion fucking times See you're a coward, And a stupid rapper soul is what you hide behind And my whole family still adores you I tried a million times I would of only did that for you I can't act like I don't know you Every night I would explode You made me feel I was below you Mark I wish I could ignore you But I... Can't... Damn... Would you have it Cause you tell me you love me again and again You were only a friend It was all a pretend I wrote so many letters but never hit send I was never content I was set on me being a rapper I thought about music and thought of you after It's funny how tears turn to laughter And tears on a page they can turn into a masterpiece That's how you told me to leave I remember that night it's as clear as can be You found a new man And he loves that you drink And he loves getting head But don't care what you think You look pretty in pink You look naughty in red We know these are the words that would never be said And we're chasing a topic that's over your head Cause you think about me every night as you lie in your bed That's... Real. Well I guess we all change, Mark, I guess we all change, I hope that you get everything that you want As you yell and you stand on the stage You took all your pain And turned it to fame They're screaming your name And going insane I kept all our pics but threw out the frame Before I knew it I knew Mark never wanted the same But what about me, mother fucker? Forgot about me, mother fucker Except when you talk about me, mother fucker I'm tired of hearing about me, mother fucker Your mouth was a blessing and now it's a weapon Remember the time and the love we invested I'm posting a pic and I'm getting attention My tits and my ass get a favorite in seconds See you were with me but were thinking of her Now I'm with him and I'm thinking of you Together to never whatever we were We're stuck in a cycle The cycle is cruel A couple of fools Stuck in a pool of people that wanna be cool. See we're never happy, we're happy So we keep on searching for love As if love was a jewel Remember that night that you came to my school? Stayed up all night and we talked about life My parents and I, we would constantly fight You said when you make it I might be a stay at home wife Apparently that wasn't right We lived in the moment that lasted a night And honestly, Mark, gotta start to start to move on with your life Sincerely, A letter we never would write. Like, what are we doing? Like, what am I doing? Writing these letters but what am I proving? I'm stuck in my room and I'm spilling it all Thinking of what you would say if you called I might be the biggest mistake of them all. My biggest mistake was to think that I never could fall Like, falling for you Falling in love Follow my dream And that's all of my love I just want to feel I've been feeling so numb To think that I know how you're feeling is dumb We're done Right from the start Right from the heart A light in the dark They say that you open and tear you apart Now this is our letter we sign it: Sincerely, Mark This is our letter, we sign it Sincerely, Mark
Artist: Zayn Malik
Title: Change My Life Prod.