Complex - Big Japan

It's complex 
easier it is the harder I try to get out of it 
I'm the first to admit it 
when the cigarettes lit only to be extinguished 
its complex 

you all love me anyway 
you're better off without me 
at least that's what I'll say 

on the outside looking in 
my selfdestruct system is my only fight 
'cause I don't play to win 

I try to put my finger on it 
frustrated 
but I know all in all it has not come to grip with 

on the outside lookin in 
my selfdestruct system is my only fight 
'cause I don't play to win 

isn't it a complex 
oh you must be thinking of another 

it depends on the light.. most suicidal tonight 

I don't play to win 
I don't play to win 
I don't play to win