Wait for the bell I-
Aim for the headlights
Things I could tell I- (Mm mm mm)
Raised on the red eye, ring on my cell I'm
Caged in a cell like- (Mm mm mm)
Everything I know keep changing
Everyone who hurt keep fading
So I'll break a piece of my fate, for the chills and the shakes
That make living so complicated
(Complicated, complicated)
Make living so complicated
(Complicated, complicated)
Make living so complicated
(Complicated, complicated)
Make living so complicated
(Complicated, complicated)
I'm having a hard time controlling my tangents
I cringe as I condense
22 years of circumstantial perfection into one call
Unthaw moments I put on ice
In fear of being forced to live through 'em twice
I've seen the edge of this life
I give 'em highlights, moments of bright lights
Cut out the pulmonary panic attack fueled palpitations
In favor of sweet stories of magical situations
And with puzzle piecing the shattered shards of glee
I reside inside the parts of emotion they never see
My worst moments
I figured would be my last moments
Watching my peers ditch honesty for a cash bonus
Depression don't discriminate
It snatch a hold of your shoulder and
Whisper loud as you figure your path, don't it?
I slipped, got a grip 'nother slip
I'm convinced if I fall
Once again I will never get it to stick
My callouses only grow
The balancing of control and hope
Swallow my soul
Deep breath
Pick up the phone, tell 'em
Wait for the bell I-
Aim for the headlights
Things I could tell I- (Mm mm mm)
Raised on the red eye, ring on my cell I'm
Caged in a cell like- (Mm mm mm)
Everything I know keep changing, everyone who hurt keep fading
So I'll break a piece of my fate, for the chills and the shakes
That make living so complicated
I done seen so much
I can't get around the open door and free my (mind, mind, mind, mind)
I done seen so much
I can't get around the open door and free my (mind, mind, mind)
Don't waste my time or play my shine, or hit me back to take my grind
The game ain't free