Manipulate myself
I dig a hole to hell
Articulate my world
A leap of faith is all I have
I build my home with care
I act surprised when it's so bare
I'm talking to myself
Am I scared?
I'm feeling dead inside my bones
This kind of dread is everything I know
Everything I know is hard to love
Everything has turned to dust
I medicate my doubt
Still feel it bleeding out
I decorate the truth
'Til it feels safe to touch
I hope the cracks are shaking hands
To act surprised when I can't stand
I'm talking to myself
I'm feeling dead inside my bones
This kind of dread is everything I know
Everything I know is hard to love
Everything has turned to dust
(It's turned to dust)
I'm feeling dead inside my bones
This kind of dread is everything I know
Everything I know is hard to love
Everything has turned to dust