Dejection - Kirsten

Dejection

I wish I had the inspiration
to write a song about my life
to sing the things I like to tell you
to write them down and shout them out

but I don't know why I'd tell you
all the things I keep inside
it just weakens my emotions
and it takes away my pride

In my pocket there's no money
just like the feelings I don't have
I miss the love I don't want near me
instead of that I'll just pretend

but I do care for my surroundings
don't get me wrong I'm not like that
(it's)just(that)in my heart I feel so empty
that I don't know where I'm at

Do you get my point of view
do you see what I'm telling
Is it new or did you know all along
And do you think that it's not worth it, or are you sure that it is real
It don't matter cause I don't know myself.

I try so hard to get to know me but I just can't figure out. Why on earth nobody shows me a place to go when I get down. And don't you see that I'm hurting and that I have a troubled mind. If you don't listen and than I hate you and I hate you when you're kind. 

And do you get my point of view and do you see what I'm telling is it new or did you know all along. And do you think that it's not worth it or are you sure that it is real. It don't matter cause I don't know myself.