Disconnected - Lindsay Lohan

Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping
I've got a dry kind of thirst, when drenched
On sunny days, all I can see is a shadow
And I'm not above being under

And I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty
And I always hide when it's my turn to seek
My only belief is not to have faith in believing
Before I begin, I'm over
(disconnected)

CHORUS
Broken off again
When I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
(disconnected)
Numb in pain again 
Always backtracked forward
Cause all in all, I'm disconnected

Quietly loud while noisily silent
Keep holding my breath when I'm trying to breathe
Swimming against all of the waves and the rapids
I only win when I'm losing
(disconnected)

CHORUS

I just wanna live my life sedated
Cause I love driving myself away
Dysfunctionally sane, dont give a damn
I can't comprehend what I understand

Disconnected
Broken off again
(oh yeah)When I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
Numb in pain again 
Always backtracked forward
Cause all in all, I'm 
Disconnected
Broken off again
When I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
(disconnected)
Numb in pain again 
Always backtracked forward
Cause all in all, I'm disconnected