Dragons (you Know I Love You) - Orange 9mm
There are certain times When I wished I wasn't so alive, And I would take it out on people Like they were dead I blow them away with words so red, Chops their skulls from their shoulders, And they run circles Till they fall off the face of the earth It only works if I know enough About you to pierce your heart, Your soul, and if you've pierced mine It only works if you've touched me Soft with patterns of trust I disengage the bond If my paranoia seeps to the surface like vomit Why do you even bother? It happens when I hate myself to the bone Broken mirror I feel alone Did you ever wonder if I smiled at home Away from your prying eyes? Did you ever wonder if I smiled at home Away from my worldly disguises? Deep thought crushes me With bombs and ill-will Feeds on interpretation until I'm inhuman, a beast I resent you for your cold streak Backwards I walk, talk, and think I lose myself in a cradle of a sadistic hate I slowly shake It rings in my blood, and I salivate Like a chorus of cats in heat, For the slightest contact, With my sharp long looks and calls I starve for attention I run from myself towards a wall There's no escaping me, I jump and stall Your hand still clutching my ankle, I viciously let go with thoughts, Yells, rivers, translations of my life from hell, In the split second before The concrete smashes my face They cut you deeply I smell your blood like a fiend, And reach even deeper, I masturbate mentally With the strange power pain has blessed me with I can't stop until you hit the floor My arms I hold out, I let you fall thru them Secretly smiling I bring you down To my level of broken-ness We're such dragons Maybe if I loved myself more I could stand to look myself in the eyes And wipe away those sharp tears I could blow you away, For how you
Artist: Orange 9mm