Eyes Wired Shut - Edgewater

I've thrown away... 
I've thrown away again 
The pills that make me 
I've thrown away... 
I've thrown away again 
The chance, the want to change 
I've thrown away... 
I've thrown away again 
Standing all alone 
I've thrown away... 
I've thrown away again... 

Eyes wired shut 
Running through my brain 
Pulling back the skin 
It happens, we're getting older 
Eyes wired shut 
Running through my brain 
It's all the same 
But in the end, it keeps me coming 

I've blown away... 
I've blown away again 
The fear of failing 
I've blown away... 
I've blown away again 
The lies that make me sane 
I've blown away 
The chance to make it right 
I want to be 
I want to see 
I want to make it back to me 

Eyes wired shut 
Running through my brain 
Pulling back the skin 
It happens, we're getting older 
Eyes wired shut 
Running through my brain 
It's all the same 
But in the end, it keeps me coming 

It's time to face (away?) 
A chance to talk and make some change 
To make myself to think that things were better 

Eyes wired shut 
Running through my brain 
Pulling back the skin 
It happens, we're getting older 
Eyes wired shut 
Running through my brain 
It's all the same 
But in the end, it keeps me coming 
Eyes wired shut 
Running through my brain 
Pulling back the skin 
It happens, we're getting older 
Eyes wired shut 
Running through my brain 
It's all the same 
But in the end, it keeps me coming