Fail - Bening

I never knew that I could turn this pain 
All the beautiful memory turns to grey 
I even could write a song 
For believe the strength for my own 
I`ve never understand of how i feel 
I need somebody there to hold my tears 
Please help me I'm falling 
And I Know that I can reach your hand 
Reff : 
All my dreams turn to pain 
Coz all the visions that I see is not for real 
Hold my hands and help me stand 
Coz all the dreams I`ve ever had is always fail 
And I know I fail again 

The feelings that I have could never changed 
And the sorrow that I felt will never end 
But I should keep on trying 
Even more the strength for my own