Falling - Begodden Mists

Again I shake,
Fighting these sick feelings.
I don't understand.
Why I've allowed these weaknesses,
These feelings, this confusement... 

I'm so lonely and alone
Yet I never felt so alive.
The suicidal thoughts that haunt me
Are leaving me and opening up my eyes. 

Another tear, 
As my feelings fluctuate,
I discriminate myself,
For a feeling I know I can't control.
I'm falling... 

There's something 'bout your smile.
I know I can't explain.
You're eyes tell me secrets.
Where no lies can ever be. 

I'm not lonely or alone
And I never felt so alive.
The suicidal thoughts that haunt me
Are leaving me and you've opened up my eyes.
Can you remember?
When I said I'm scared of you
That's because
I now know I can move on