Fifteen Rhema - Zao

my heart is deceived by my eyes 
my actions in the name of beauty 
i'm sickened and strangled by myself 
that i would allow an unyielded desire 
to lead me astray 
put to shame by my lack of trust 
i confess my faults with tears 
manifestations of Your grace fill me 
revelations of forgiveness 
wounds healed by wounds 
the Father's mercy peace beyond understanding love from You that i don't deserve 
i shut my eyes i still my feelings 
listening with closed eyes 
i rest in Your guidance 
trusting You sensing You 
i listen and hear...abide in me