And oh
I've been up since 10
Writing you this song
You've been in my head
Can't tell what's right or wrong
When you're in my bed
Can't figure out my thoughts
I'd be better off dead
When I'm with you yeah
Ah oh
I know that you deserve it
Because you were a serpent
I'll figure out a way for me to come home
And oh
I know you tried to hurt me
But the scars are on the surface
On the inside I'm still worth it
Yes I know
You got me upset
Tryna sink your fangs giving kisses on my neck
Drove me to a point where I wished that I was dead
Bottle up emotions, let it sink now I'm a mess
Now I'm pissed off
But also depressed
But also pissed off
Emotions battling each other like fist fight
And the only way to stop is it get hyped
Everybody get hyped
Everybody get psyched
Self-destructive tendencies
My issues bouta get high
Bottles bouta get by
I can't even think straight
I just wanna go in peace but I'm just going insane
No I don't pick myself up
I just drip myself out
Cover my feelings with these Nikes
Just do it, I'll kill myself now
What am I'm saying?
What will the people think?
I'm going crazy, everything phazey
Think I need a drink
I can't even help but think that I'm wrong
Cuz you're in every word when I sing my songs
It's just getting worse and worse for me
Cuz baby it still hurts when I'm in my thoughts
And you switched up
Put mind in a prison like "whatchu in for?"
I said that I got all the bars because I missed her
Now I gotta do the time cuz I kissed her
Should've never kissed her
I'll keep it on the low but baby can you text me back?
My life is way too organised; I miss the mess we had
I wish wasn't horrified, I wish you would apologise
Cuz you be taking up my mind
I really miss the way you were falling for me
You said that you would stay but you wanted to leave
I'm dreaming in my sleep that you're calling for me for me for me
And oh
I've been up since 10
Writing you this song
You've been in my head
Can't tell what's right or wrong
When you're in my bed
Can't figure out my thoughts
I'd be better off dead
When I'm with you yeah
Ah oh
I know that you deserve it
Because you were a serpent
I'll figure out a way for me to come home
And oh
I know you tried to hurt me
But the scars are on the surface
On the inside I'm still worth it
Yes I know