Filter - Choke

today i felt the weight compelling 
not the first it's not the best i've been 
no thoughts come out worth saying 
self tension has limited 
what am i committing myself to 
resistance is going no where 
it still counts to you more than anything 
when you're around pocket all of my attention 
filter out you 
fault touches no one, it just happens, no one wins 
i guess it all depends 
tomorrow i'll feel the weight times ten 
no thoughts to speak, no self expression 
complacency is all i need 
insight of what's important to me 
you don't know me, just pretend to 
important to me isn't to you 
why i seal off all connections 
self tension has got to end