Four Leaf Dream

I was so mad at you for leaving, but

Thank God, you did

My mind's a constant stream of what I should've said, I was

So overwhelmed by all you had done

And it's unusual, I never jump the gun

I let it all just drift away

If only I had time to make it all okay

And God I've tried, it took a while for me to see

That it wasn't right

You were my never-ending, four-leaf dream

You held the keys to what was bittersweet

Now you're my past tense, intense company

Maybe I'll go back to sleep

I was so mad at me for seeing what was never there

I painted pictures with the words that you prepared, I was

So overwhelmed by all you had done

And it's confusing, 'cause you let me hold the gun

I watched it all drift away

If only I had time to make it all okay

And God I've tried, it took a while for me to see

That it wasn't right

You were my never-ending, four-leaf dream

You held the keys to what was bittersweet

Now you're my past tense, intense company

Hope I don't fall back asleep...