Fourteen Days - Choke

fully fused with this frustration 
sits undermined 
redefined thoughts 
a change of direction 
this structure's old 

scatered fragments of inconsistent alibi 
reconsedered pathetic reasoning 
jos to find 
this structure's old 

fourteen days since these realizations 

through all pathetic reasoning 

how was i to focus on my 
aspirations under veil 
at this pace it's unreal 
scratched away, mistakes won't show