Freeze Dried (f)lies - Local H

Abusive excuses are all I have to hold 
Use and re use to explain why I'm so cold 
One for headaches 
One for stress 
But the one for fear's the one I like best 
Abusive excuses they save me every time 
The slow slide down 
You never can see it 
The slow slide down 
You always believe it 
Destructive impulses and cowardice and lies 
Buzzing back to life like freeze dried flies 
Flies for love 
and flies for sex 
But the flies for fear are flies I like best 
Impulsive destruction is where my talent lies 
The slow slide down 
You're trying to change me 
It's all my fault 
But you never blame me 
It's in everything we do 
One for love 
and one for sex 
But the one for fear's the one I like best 
This act is a bore but it makes me who I am 
The slow slide down 
You never can see it 
My act is a bore 
You always believe it 
It's in everything we do