Fundamentally Loathsome - Marilyn Manson

I want to wake up in your 
White, white sun 
And I want to wake up in your world 
With no pain 
But I'll just suffer in a hope to die someday 
While you are numb all of the way 
When I hate it I know I can feel but 
When you love you know it's not real 
No 
And I am resigned to this wicked fucking world
On its way to hell 
The living are dead and 
I hope to join them too 
I know what to do and I do it well... 
When I hate it I know I can feel but 
When you love you know it's not real 
No 
Shoot myself to love you 
If I loved myself I'd be shooting you