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[00:00.10]They say the 20's are the best years of your life
[00:03.45]But I seem to be spending mine missing sunsets
[00:06.36]Because I'm busy on my phone
[00:07.72]Observing everyone else
[00:09.39]How I compare and obsess
[00:10.68]Just me
[00:11.19]My phone
[00:11.62]And these walls
[00:12.40]And I been sober for some months
[00:13.92]But I can feel the demons waiting on my downfall
[00:16.69]Since I'm so ugly and irrelevant
[00:18.77]I been losing friends as if I'm tryna get rid of them
[00:21.73]I googled why I'm so desperate for
[00:23.33]Validation and sedatives
[00:25.16]Calling men who don't give a
[00:27.00]**** about me
[00:28.51]Then when my mother called I pretend I'm busy
[00:31.24]I'm tryna end up anywhere except from where I been
[00:34.01]Curtains closed bed bound
[00:35.94]Amphetamines
[00:37.53]This devil on my shoulder man I'm tryna shake him off
[00:40.48]My ex is on my timeline it's as if he's showing off
[00:43.31]My self esteem is Facetune and ring lights
[00:46.53]My ego is conquering new heights
[00:48.82]I think I need some
[00:50.54](I think I need some)
[00:51.81]Do you need some
[00:53.44](Do you need some)
[00:54.78]Don't we all need some light
[00:56.80](we all need some light)
[01:00.68]I think I need some
[01:02.59]I lied I don't think I know I need some
[01:05.35]I need some light
[01:07.04]Some sweet sunshine
[01:08.89]To feel alright
[01:09.95]Please let there be light
[01:12.21]I see a sad little sinner
[01:14.59]In the mirror
[01:15.45]The devil works hard
[01:17.42]Like my liver
[01:18.53]I don't wanna be alive
[01:20.05]But I don't wanna die
[01:21.69]A fist full of pills
[01:22.94]You're a nobody
[01:24.78]Yeah
[01:26.85]Yeah
[01:28.15]Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
[01:31.39]Yeah
[01:32.99]Yeah
[01:34.56]Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
[01:36.35]Bang bang that's depression at the door again
[01:39.21]You know he'll beat the door down
[01:40.84]'til you let him in the room
[01:42.46]Since you are already acquainted
[01:44.56]You skip the foreplay
[01:45.55]He grips you at the neck
[01:46.91]As you prepare to be screwed
[01:48.27]You try to muster a flare
[01:49.80]To tell somebody you're sinking
[01:51.50]But anxiety is an index finger pressed to your lips
[01:54.36]A whiskey bottle it whispers
[01:55.98]Since you're already bitter
[01:57.27]A cocktail fit for a quitter
[01:58.83]Come here and give me a kiss
[02:00.33]I see a sad little sinner
[02:02.77]In the mirror
[02:03.57]The devil works hard
[02:05.54]Like my liver
[02:06.66]I don't wanna be alive
[02:08.21]But I don't wanna die
[02:09.57]A fist full of pills
[02:11.09]And rivers in my eyes
[02:12.67]I got nothing left to lose
[02:13.96]Dear God in the sky
[02:15.83]Hear my cry
[02:17.14]Hear my cry
[02:18.60]When it's too dark to see
[02:20.29]Let there be light
[02:21.85]Let there be light
[02:22.69]Let there let there be light
[02:24.93]Yeah
[02:26.78]Yeah
[02:28.32]Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
[02:30.76]Yeah
[02:32.85]Yeah
[02:34.47]Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
[02:35.72]Yes I edit my pictures to make my waist look slimmer
[02:38.85]And make my arse look bigger so that I'm someone you aspire to
[02:42.03]Let me in your algorithm please
[02:43.83]I know I'll only be important
[02:45.64]If I'm someone you would like, follow, share or subscribe to
[02:49.80]If you're thirsty like me
[02:52.50]Mix some pity with some self hate
[02:54.91]Stir it up then add 12 ounces of rosé
[02:57.53]That's how I make the glass half empty
[02:59.63]And drink it down
[03:00.59]Beneath the curse words and insecurities here lies a sorry little soul
[03:05.19]And she doesn't even know what to pray for
[03:07.58]Still just a heartbroke bitch
[03:09.35]But I traded the back of the nightclub I did for the bathroom floor
[03:13.60]I wish I could call my ex
[03:15.43]He would know just what to say
[03:17.54]He don't say nothing at all now
[03:18.97]It brings a tear to my eye
[03:20.79]The only thing I rely on him to do is stay declining my calls now
[03:24.39]I see a sad little sinner
[03:26.50]In the mirror
[03:27.59]The devil works hard
[03:29.67]Like my liver
[03:30.44]I don't wanna be alive
[03:32.40]But I don't wanna die
[03:33.40]A fist full of pills
[03:35.13]And rivers in my eyes
[03:36.71]I got nothing left to lose
[03:38.16]Dear God in the sky
[03:39.69]Hear my cry
[03:40.97]Hear my cry
[03:42.59]When it's too dark to see
[03:43.85]Let there be light
[03:45.71]Let there be light
[03:46.52]Let there let there be light
[03:48.89]Little girls that have no self esteem
[03:50.71]A little boy without a father tries to find him in the streets
[03:53.63]A girl I used to walk to school with
[03:55.01]Took her life
[03:55.54]Now rest in peace
[03:57.36]Fake democracy
[03:58.91]Killing overseas
[04:00.02]Killing ourselves
[04:00.83]Suicide
[04:02.15]Government lies
[04:02.83]Discrimination
[04:03.67]Hating ourselves
[04:04.90]Why hope, why keep going, why try
[04:06.79]Why
[04:07.35]Genesis 1 verse 3 I'll dry my eyes
[04:09.99]The only thing which darkness can not coexist
[04:12.10]Is the light
[04:12.55]I see a sad little sinner
[04:14.95]In the mirror
[04:15.44]The devil works hard
[04:17.24]Like my liver
[04:18.34]I don't wanna be alive
[04:20.38]But I don't wanna die
[04:21.65]A fist full of pills
[04:23.22]And rivers in my eyes
[04:24.58]I got nothing left to lose
[04:25.93]Dear God in the sky
[04:27.83]Hear my cry
[04:29.14]Hear my cry
[04:30.47]When it's too dark to see
[04:32.38]Let there be light
[04:33.69]Let there be light
[04:34.79]Let there let there be light
[04:37.32]Yeah
[04:42.03]I want that light oh
[04:44.89]Oh let there be
[04:50.08]Oh let there be
[04:52.10]That light
[04:54.20]See
[04:55.26]I want that light in my house
[04:57.34](Oh let there be light)
[04:58.47]I want that light in my car
[05:00.52](Oh let there be light)
[05:02.06]I want that light in my pain
[05:04.25](Oh let there be light)
[05:05.59]I want that light when it's dark
[05:07.68]Dark, Dark, Dark
[05:09.27]Oh no let there be
[05:11.08]Oh let there be
[05:12.16]Oh li-light
[05:14.73]Let there be light
[05:15.51]For all the fathers and the teachers
[05:17.96](working hard in the night)
[05:18.94]For all the builders and the cleaners
[05:21.19](I pray you let there be light)
[05:21.96]For all the farmers and the chefs and the train drivers yes
[05:25.69]The nurses and doctors
[05:27.13]God bless the NHS
[05:28.79]Let the pay rise
[05:30.54]Let the pay rise
[05:32.48]Oh let there be light, light, light
[05:35.65]For all those overworked and underpaid
[05:37.63]And dreams are somewhere out of sight mmm
[05:40.48]Let there be light
[05:43.38]Single mothers all alone
[05:46.26](she's all alone)
[05:49.06]The baby is crying
[05:52.46]And she's crying tears too to her sister on the phone
[05:55.85]Bring her comfort bring her peace I pray Lord please
[06:16.76]Oh let there be
[06:18.82]Let there be
[06:20.70]Don't we all need a little
[06:22.83]I want that light in my house
[06:25.25](Oh let there be light)
[06:27.14]I want that light in my car
[06:28.69](Oh let there be light)
[06:30.74]I want that light in my dreams
[06:34.13]Light up the dark yes
[06:36.05]Light up the dark Lord
[06:37.60]Oh let there be light Lord
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