Goodbye - Matt Caplan

And I feel them closing in 
Setting war against the battleground 
Both armies crowned 22 years ago 
But the blood they spill is mine 
Spilling out like so much motor oil 
Into my ocean, into your ocean 
Eyes to the sky 
White flag raised high 
Then I turn to find your light 
Infinite in warmth and infinite in wisdom 
I’m endlessly in search of a sign that’s believable 
But oh Lord, save me from the fear 
I’m blinded by its sight 
But I’ll find thee when it’s light 
How we turned I don’t know 
And we’re still awake to greet the gray 
When Saturday slips slowly into the past 
Are we wise beyond our years or just old before our time? 
And does she see it? 
I think she sees it 
Where did she go? 
What don’t I know? 
Then I turn to find her eyes 
Infinite in warmth and infinite in pain and so wise 
And endlessly in search of a love that is tangible 
But oh Lord, save her from the fear 
I think she’s deafened by the fight 
But I only said goodnight 
I’m taking more than you’ve got 
I know, I know 
You know, you know your own mind 
This is taking more than I have 
You know, you know 
I know, I know my own heart now 
Infinite in love 
And we are endlessly in search of an ending that’s feasible 
But oh Lord, why the urgent aching? 
Why the urge to cry? 
Can I muster up goodbye?