Halfway Back - Grey Eye Glances

So I thought I would write 
To see how you have been 
To fill you in on my day 
And how I spend the time now 
 
You remember that book you sent 
Well, I really should have known 
That you might grow as I've grown 
Together yet alone 
 
I was working my weeks 
Meeting somebody else's goals 
Took a good look around 
Just a part of a melting whole 
Exit or pay toll 
 
But I don't want this 
I don't need this 
I don't understand at all 
But I'm halfway back to feelin good 
 
I remember the way 
The choices came to me 
And every day came naturally 
And summers came in June 
 
But the feelings that slowly turned 
Well I really can't recall 
Just when I fell did you fall 
Or find love after all? 
 
Crazy now as it seems 
I go swimming on Saturdays 
Past the young urban dreams 
That the businesses preach today 
Have started me to say 
 
That I don't want this 
I don't need this 
I don't understand at all 
I don't take time 
I don't make time 
I don't answer every call 
And I don't feel right 
I don't sleep tight 
I don't love it like I should 
But I'm halfway back to feelin good 
 
Lately I love to drive 
Into the countryside 
The many ways that I've tried 
To get things off my mind 
 
But there's nothing by chance, indeed 
And you need not wish me well 
Just don't tell and I won't tell 
Or sound the broken bell 
 
On the last time I left 
I locked doors and forgot the lines 
Now I'm fading the blues 
Drawing circles on classifieds 
I'm twentysome and doing just fine 
 
But I don't want this 
I don't need this 
I don't understand at all 
I don't take time 
I don't make time 
I don't answer every call 
And I don't feel right 
I don't sleep tight 
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