Here - Vast

where do i put the shame?
it feels like a broken toy
i can't play with anymore
where do i put the hate?
to a pixilated screen
i can't watch anymore
all i know is that 
i'm here drifting
somewhere in the vast
somewhere in eternity
and
i never want to leave 
where do i put the books
there's so many i could read
but
they all are filled
with lies
where do i put the lies
there's so many i could say
but 
it seems they're 
in the books
i have faith that
you' re out there living high
up in the vast
somewhere in eternity
and
you're never going to leave
have i been telling
lies to myself?
hold me now you know
i am so afraid
to be at all
have i been telling lies 
to myself?
hold me now you know
i am so afraid to love at all
where do i put the love?
where do i put the love?