You're on your high horse
Preaching to the choir with your eyes closed
Scared of looking underneath the surface
I hope it's worth it
I wonder why I thought that you could ever change your mind
Like I could be the one to give you purpose
I don't deserve this
Ooh
All I want
Is for you to love me as much as you love Jesus
Ooh oh, my God
So tired of trying to make believe
That you feel anything, anything for me (anything for me, oh)
I swear that I tried to be the one to finally make your eyes light
To make you proud and be the one who earned it
Instead I feel worthless
Hand on the Bible, I wanna be your son, not your disciple
Like hello, I'm the one who needed your love and your faith
I'm sick of coming in last place
Ooh
All I want (all I want)
Is for you to love me as much as you love Jesus (oh)
Ooh oh, my God (God)
So tired of trying to make believe
That you feel anything, anything for me (anything)
Anything
Anything for me, yeah
Anything
Anything for me
Anything