Holding on to you
Never let you go
Oi
These street lights guide me home
I've been lost and walking aimlessly but it's all I've ever known
My footprints in the same old streets
These faces look the same to me but not one person's the same as me
Mum taught me about patience so every
Night I've been waiting patiently
I'm driving through this void, tryna avoid the things I can't explain
My thoughts pierce through my armour plates
I'm all the things that an artist ain't
Sometimes I feel good about life but
The good things just don't seem to stay
Memories that I can't replay, when's
The last time they asked if I'm okay?
Holding on to you
I'm holding onto you for dear life, see I need guidance
Never let you go
So tired of asking why when this music stops there's so much silence
Holding on to you
I'm holding onto you for dear life, see I need guidance
Never let you go
'Cause I'm tired of asking why when this
Music stops there's so much silence
This tinnitus in my ears is nothing compared to the fire inside me
I don't take this life thing lightly, tryna impress my fans on IG
But what's it mean? I'm on this swing and it's in between
Doing the things I love and giving myself the things I need
Will these people listen to me? I'm just
Saying the things I wish I was told
Open eyes to a wider world, stuck inside this kaleidoscope
So many people fighting me, surely I should get up and fight as well
Chucking coins in this wishing well
What's real and fake? I wish I could tell
Holding on to you
I'm holding onto you for dear life, see I need guidance
Never let you go
So tired of asking why when this music stops there's so much silence
Holding on to you
I'm holding onto you for dear life, see I need guidance
Never let you go
'Cause I'm tired of asking why when this
Music stops there's so much silence
My clipper's always there for me
My family's always got my back
Wanna be who they weren't there to be
So I love when people don't cut me slack
I'm half machine, only half a man
Still got feelings, can't understand
This Guinness comes from the motherland
So I might sink 'bout a hundred cans
Still tryna find out who I am, I'm made up of complexities
Anxiety got the best of me, now I'm the king of my identity
All my loved ones next to me
No matter what, I keep on pushing
Be who I was meant to be
The version that I am when no one's looking
Holding on to you
I'm holding onto you for dear life, see I need guidance
Never let you go
So tired of asking why when this music stops there's so much silence
Holding on to you
I'm holding onto you for dear life, see I need guidance
Never let you go
'Cause I'm tired of asking why when this
Music stops there's so much silence
Holding on to you
I'm holding onto you for dear life, see I need guidance
Never let you go
So tired of asking why when this music stops there's so much silence
Holding on to you
I'm holding onto you for dear life, see I need guidance
Never let you go
'Cause I'm tired of asking why when this
Music stops there's so much silence