How Much Longer - Eve 6

Drag this neurotic to hysterics 
Leave him balked and unfulfilled 
holding inside outwardly patient 'till the time he'll call it 
Alluring exotic twisted hero 
Leaving him more lonely still 
He waits around he's spun around and left without the power to stop it 
Peers don't know what they can't see 
They can't see inside of me 
It's sickening how comforting the privacy of the mind can be 
How much longer will I try before I realize I'm desperate in the situation that I'm in again 
I'm exhausting yet another topic I've exhausted frequently with no regrets 
Abstruse and lacking rational but making so much sense somehow 
A stone has blocked my hourglass no progress made no time's run out 
I'd almost rather have the latter 
Save myself with sad defeat 
A stone just broke my hourglass I peel the skin that had me trapped