(No matter what I)
(But I'm dumb)
And now I'm the bad guy that I've hated in all of my songs
I went from the victim to villain, I hated myself all along
No matter what I do, I'm a fool
I keep running to you
And it's wrong
Cause I can't even make up my mind
I can't choose, should've know it was you
But I'm dumb
So how could I love you when
I don't love myself
And how could you trust me if
I don't trust myself
Cause I'm broken in pieces
And I, no matter how I try
I tend to fall
I always fall
Secrets, I can't keep 'em
So I'm honest, but it's wrong
I'm digging my hole, I'm in too deep
I'm all in a mess, my mental's weak
I told myself I've had enough of all these heartbreak songs
But then I went and did the same thing that did me wrong
Oh, no I still don't know
How I went and did this all so wrong
So how could I love you when
I don't love myself
And how could you trust me if
I don't trust myself
Cause I'm broken in pieces
And I, no matter how I try
I tend to fall
I always fall