I Can Be Real - ABiCA

Help me now and tell me what to do
I can't believe what was never true
I can't pretend that I wasn't fucking there
And I know you don't believe that I didn't even care
It's the best kept secret for the few that need it
The broken tries led to lies now you can believe it
Come and take back all that you've been hanging on
You'll be done being numb take a chance and come on like

Chorus
Tell me what you got I need I'll let it come take care of me
Blackened eyes it tastes like nothing but I'm finally feeling something
Take it in and uhh ya it feels so right
I can become something I can feel so real like you tonight

No you don't need to know, don't need to care
You can be here but you're never really there
Take it from me this ain't where you want to be
Deny all the lies and you'll finally be free
I see you looking now
I see you wanna know how
I can show I can lead but make sure that it's what you need
Ya I know what it's like that's why I'm trying to help
I got a bag full of colors that I'm keeping for myself
You see the blank stare in my cold eyes
Till I take a taste and I'm dazed in a real high, alive
I feel it creeping slow
I feel it start to flow
The only problem is the trip you get you'll never know

Tell me what you got I need I'll let it come take care of me
Blackened eyes it tastes like nothing but I'm finally feeling something
Take it in and uhh ya it feels so right
I can become something I can feel so real like you tonight

I can feel so real like you tonight
I can feel so real like you tonight
I can feel so real like you tonight
I can feel so real like you tonight
I still feel alone when you're next to me
Till I take this pill it's testing me
It could make me hurt, take the best of me
Or it could feel so good like ecstasy
Or it could feel so good like ecstasy
Or it could feel so good like ecstasy

I can feel something
I finally feel something
I finally feel
I'm finally real

Tell me what you got I need I'll let it come take care of me
Blackened eyes it tastes like nothing but I'm finally feeling something
Take it in and uhh ya it feels so right
I can become something I can feel so real like you tonight

It's one of those trips it won't let go
Got a razor and a mirror, tears and a throat
Everything that's made me numb has returned
All the scars in my head turns to fire and it burns
Tell me what you got I need I'll let it come destroy me
I said it's what I needed and it is if it stops
And I said I need to feel like I'm real but I'm not
And I know it's what I needed and I hope it never stops
And I know I want to feel like I'm real but I'm not
Stop. And let me off or just let go
Is it worth being real I still don't know
But I'll tell you what I got I just don't need
So I'll always take chance it sets me free just